Sunday, January 20, 2008

Kaleo Ministry S.2

This week at youth I met a lot of the youth's parents. We, well mostly Amanda, told them about what we do and what its all about. There is some concern for members in our youth, I'm hoping that the ones we are concerned with will make it to the lift off event Feb 1,2. Hopefully I'll get the chance to hang with them and share some quality moments. Today at church we talked about Jonathan. "Jonathan became like one in spirit with David, and he loved David as he loved himself"(1 Sam 18:1). That is quite a remark right there, the word "as". It makes me question myself again, do I love myself, am I happy with what I'm doing? Am I able to look back and see myself growing, looking for the best in things? Can learn to love myself, and I believe loving the things God is growing in me? Things like deeper love for people, and more desire to live with God through the Son. I hope Jesus continues to reveal himself to me, so that I can learn to accept each person, as Christ has already has. Also in accepting these people that I would accept God's words. To hope that I would continue to search for meaning and understanding like a hidden treasure. But really do I? really will I? To really truthfully dive into all this, I do not fully understand how. I wish I had all the answers, but really I cant, so should I seek what I can't have? So I begin to think gradually, gradually may God show me the way that I might understand better as days go by and months, and years, decades. "One in spirit," that is something for me to think about, but please show me God!
(Pro 2, Romans 15:7)

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